I had no idea that I had a trust problem towards God until recently. I was shocked and it brought some scary questions and doubts in my heart. It was then that I started noticing that even in my doubt and struggles God was there and was able to handle my feelings. It did not scare Him or take Him off His throne. He has been able to handle every single question and feeling that I have. I've noticed how God has been sending the right people and tools my way during this season in my life. One person I spoke to said to me, "God is capable of handling your feelings, go to Him". Then a book I read entitled, "The Gift of Being Yourself" by David G Benner spoke volumes in my life during what I thought was a very dark season. The book encouraged me to enter the dark areas of my soul and find God there because only there will I truly know the importance of God's grace and love towards me. It couldn't have been more precise.
So, now I encourage you, whatever season you are in, to truly go into the scary, dark areas of your soul so that you can find God in a deeper and real way. It's scary, I know. But, if we don't face it then we will never truly know ourselves and also have a deficiency in knowing God fully.
He is good, ALL the time... even when we doubt that truth.
Love,
Karol Krawchuk

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